Patience

I’m exposing my soul to so many new experiences lately, and the chemical reaction has been much more melodic than I could have ever imagined.

I’ve fallen in love. I’m falling more and more as each day passes, and to be loved as much as I love, is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever felt. It’s strange to think we’ve known each other all along and had no idea we were so absolutely compatible with one another.

On the same note, I recently was mostly sober in the presence of my very drunk adorable boyfriend. The same situation in which I’ve previously deemed other guys 86’ed. Undateable. Don’t talk to me again.

We were across the bay and travelling via public transportation about 30 miles back to my house.  He was stumbly.  Belligerent with strangers and attracting a shit load of attention.

I was patient, and I was kind. Which is a reaction brand new to myself.

I’ve never felt so strongly in love yet also completely at peace with the decision I’ve made to finally allow myself to be loved, and love in return.