I’m feeling like I have a shitload of animosity towards almost everyone in my life right now. Thank God the only exception is in fact my boyfriend that I live with.
I’m not sure how I placed myself in a position to feel disrespected by basically everyone, but honestly it really sucks. And since it’s everyone all at the same time, I can’t help but to wonder if it’s actually only me, being overly sensitive. Am I reading things wrong? Am I the one that’s wrong for being and feeling ignored? Am I wrong for being and feeling left out of my entire family’s plans? Are my expectations too high? Does my personality suck? Am I actually so miniscule that it never crossed anyone’s mind to think that maybe they were treating me poorly.
I know I should speak up. I should have spoke up. Now it’s been weeks and I can’t tell anymore if this is reality, or just the world my brain has spiraled me into after weeks of living alone in my head.
Wild Little Hare 