I had some errands I was supposed to do today, but I blew them off to teach myself the chords of an acoustic guitar instead. A guitar which is offensively out of tune. I also was a total piece of shit today; It’s almost 7pm and I finally just washed my face and put a bra on.
I thought all day today about how totally blessed I am to live the life I have. I’ve always felt so extremely lucky, but recently mostly, I’ve been feeling pretty happy, and secure, and worry free. I’m feeling pretty leap-of-faithy also. I’ve been living in a whirlwind of self pressure to write a book and start a business.
My book is so close to finished but I feel that I’ve been dragging my feet (for the last 2 years) and I can’t chalk it up to anything but fear. Fear is something I’ve never felt before lol. I’ve told all my stories before, but to publish them in print for strangers to read, stalkers to stalk, my parents to gasp- that’s a whole new level of storytelling.
As far as starting a business; I have the tools, I have then knowledge, I have the business partner, and we have promising clientele. I have all the free time in the world- it would be so juvenile not to use it to finally chase my dreams.
Wild Little Hare 